1. i forgot how much inpatient psych freaks me out. had to do an ob consult on a pregnant patient today, she was staring at my right shoulder the whole time with totally blunt affect and incredibly pressured speech. my attending told me i should have just said hi and gotten the hell out of there. i need to listen to my attending more.

     


  2. just found out the bus stop in front of the hospital sells valium and xanax. I fucking love ny.

     


  3. just spent five hours in an emergency complicated c-section with hysterectomy because of complete previa. pt lost 4 liters of blood and transfused 5 units prbc and I lost one liter of sweat.
    I have another section in an hour.
    jesus take the wheel.

     


  4. freakyroofing:

    ive never been in love but i imagine its similar to the feeling you get when you see your waiter arriving with your food

    basically

    (via flight41)

     


  5. people with ugly shoes disappoint me so much.

     

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  7. watching egyptian tv displaying the bodies with my parents tonight.
    i am so mad this shit is still happening in egypt and that it keeps getting worse.
     

     

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  9. it’s really weird to be scrubbed in surgery and hold someone’s uterus in your hands then walk off to eat a salad with tomatoes the exact same color and consistency. not bad, not good, just weird.

     


  10. Christians are not allowed to use violence to correct the delinquencies of sins. It is not in war, but in peace, that we are trained.
    — Celement of Alexandria  (via ahouseonfire)

    (via ahouseonfire-deactivated2013041)

     


  11. my phone alarm to wake up is set at 3:55am.
    this is the time i was going to sleep last week.
    this is going to last for four weeks.
    also, i will be bitching about this rotation the entire time. enjoy. 
    yay maternal fetal medicine! 

     


  12. I left my hospital shift at 415. I just got home at 710.
    FUCK EVERYTHING.
    NEW YORK TRAFFIC MAKES ME HOMICIDAL AND SUICIDAL.

     

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  15. Nuria García MasipLight Upon Light (2010)

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